At this point in her life, Trudi is starting to realize the good things of her being different.
One thing is that she can decide to be something that was not allowed to girls her age. She is starting to feel that, after all, being not the same as everyone else will put her in situations that she's not required to because she's different.
But still, there is something that she wanted to do so badly. Something inside her that desires more than the conveniences of being different.
At some points in reading the story, I could almost feel for Trudi. And there are some points that it feels like I have had enough of everything that has been happening to her. Every pain, every sacrifice, every lost friend, lost love. But the will to go on reading is stronger. I want her to realize that there is more to life than being different, that there is more to life than being normal, and, that there is more to life than being how everybody is supposed to be.
I look forward to the time to see Trudi triumphed against all that she dreaded; against all the pain she felt. I look forward to seeing Trudi see what else is there for her and not what she's been looking for all the time. I'd love to see her see the other side of her that is waiting to be acknowledged, recognized and reinvented.
I want Trudi to know what Pia meant when she said:
As if I can turn her life around as I turn the pages.
One thing is that she can decide to be something that was not allowed to girls her age. She is starting to feel that, after all, being not the same as everyone else will put her in situations that she's not required to because she's different.
But still, there is something that she wanted to do so badly. Something inside her that desires more than the conveniences of being different.
At some points in reading the story, I could almost feel for Trudi. And there are some points that it feels like I have had enough of everything that has been happening to her. Every pain, every sacrifice, every lost friend, lost love. But the will to go on reading is stronger. I want her to realize that there is more to life than being different, that there is more to life than being normal, and, that there is more to life than being how everybody is supposed to be.
I look forward to the time to see Trudi triumphed against all that she dreaded; against all the pain she felt. I look forward to seeing Trudi see what else is there for her and not what she's been looking for all the time. I'd love to see her see the other side of her that is waiting to be acknowledged, recognized and reinvented.
I want Trudi to know what Pia meant when she said:
"No one but you can change that."As if I can change her fate.
As if I can turn her life around as I turn the pages.
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