Her secret place was hers only. There, she can do what she wanted, she can be what she wanted to be, learn things she ought to know, think calmly. There, she is the normal person that she is, that she always thinks she is. But this is just a secret to herself. A secret that only happens in her own secret world.
On that day that her secret place was violated, she should have listened to that mist of cloud that she saw as a bad sign. But we people always choose to learn the hard way. She went on until the four boys decided to go for a game they call water fart.
Trudi thought that hiding behind the big rock would give her the chance to know their secrets that these four boys might be keeping in her secret place. But she was wrong. Instead, they found her and then it was her turn. Small as she is, she does not have the strength of even one of them. Overpowered, obviously, she couldn't do anything.
They took her away from her secret world. Inside the barn of one of these boys, they began to touch her, violate her. Touch her in a way that was even worse than what normally happens to normal people - normal women. You wouldn't believe it, but how Trudi wished they did touch her the way they would touch a normal girl. That way she would have been just like any other normal victims. The way normal women get violated.
All of them did except Georg. Yes, her friend Georg was one of them. Although he did not touch her, he didn't do anything to stop them from violating Trudi. Because if he did so, that would not be normal. He would not be normal; thus, he would not fit in.
After all these, she went back to her secret place - her secret world. The place that was witness to what was bound to happen. There, she threw four stones. One for each boy who did this to her. She vowed to take revenge, and I think she couldn't care less how long it took.
Between The Lines:
On that day that her secret place was violated, she should have listened to that mist of cloud that she saw as a bad sign. But we people always choose to learn the hard way. She went on until the four boys decided to go for a game they call water fart.
Trudi thought that hiding behind the big rock would give her the chance to know their secrets that these four boys might be keeping in her secret place. But she was wrong. Instead, they found her and then it was her turn. Small as she is, she does not have the strength of even one of them. Overpowered, obviously, she couldn't do anything.
They took her away from her secret world. Inside the barn of one of these boys, they began to touch her, violate her. Touch her in a way that was even worse than what normally happens to normal people - normal women. You wouldn't believe it, but how Trudi wished they did touch her the way they would touch a normal girl. That way she would have been just like any other normal victims. The way normal women get violated.
All of them did except Georg. Yes, her friend Georg was one of them. Although he did not touch her, he didn't do anything to stop them from violating Trudi. Because if he did so, that would not be normal. He would not be normal; thus, he would not fit in.
After all these, she went back to her secret place - her secret world. The place that was witness to what was bound to happen. There, she threw four stones. One for each boy who did this to her. She vowed to take revenge, and I think she couldn't care less how long it took.
Between The Lines:
In real life, she knew it was not that easy to tell whether the villains were, and even if you could identify them, they were not total villains. No one was entirely all of one thing. Cowards could be courageous in some matters, and love was not always declared and might not be pure love, but mixed in with hate and fear and powerful wish for revenge - like what she felt for Georg Weiler, who went to great efforts not to glance in her direction, even if both of them stood in front of their houses.
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